Tuesday 25 December 2007

I Luv It...

Album: Back Home
Artist: Westlife


Have You Ever

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry

Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night

Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right

Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything
to make them understand

Have you have had someone
steal your heart away
You'd give anything
to make them fell the same

Have you ever searched for words
to get you in their heart

But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry

Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night

Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right

Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do anything
to look into their eyes

Have you finally found the one
you've given your heart to you
Only to find that one
won't give their heart to you

Have you ever closed your eyes
and dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait
for the day when they will care

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night

Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

What do I gotta do
to get to you in my arms baby

What do I gotta say
to get to your heart

To make you understand
how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Coz baby I can't sleep

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry

Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night

Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever...
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry

Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night

Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Sunday 28 October 2007

Am I A Stranger To You?!

Actually I'm not willing to put any sad thing here... But I juz can't take it the way how she treat me!!! I have kind of slowly to forgive her for what she did to me (doesn't trust me)!!! We still see each other in college but she just treat me as a stranger. I am preparing to smile at her when she has eyes contact with me. However, she looks down and walk pass me. When my friend called me from my back, that stupid girl says hi to my friend but not me. What the hell is she doing??!!! Since when she so close to my friend?

At that moment, I only can hear my heart breaks again.... Eventhough a stranger also will give me a friendly smile when we have eyes contact. If this is how she wants to end our frienship, I will accept it. I just don't understand why you don't dareto look into my eyes?! Eventhough enemy also will have eyes contact. Is it you feel sorry for me or guilty?

A sentence of "becomes normal friends with a distance" and the way you treat me really hurt me!!!

Wednesday 17 October 2007

Finally Updating Something

Haha... I did not blog for 2 months!! Actually I just do not want to update the sad things... lazy to blog... do not what to write... is that true?! Hehe... god will know. At least now i update some stuff. If not I really dead in the blog world. My friend will say "UPDATE SOME STUFF LA!!!" Kekeke...

I failed 1 of my mid term test. Actually I know I will fail so I am not too sad when I get my result. I am not the only 1 who fail but almost the whole class. Only 20% or less than, pass the test. Is this showed that the test is tough?! Yes it is.. for me la... hahaha =) for others too b'cos they fail the test. Sounds evil right??

New

Bad things are over... new life is coming... forget the past, looking forward for the FUTURE!!!

Friday 10 August 2007

Teeth Surgery

Today noon, I had my teeth surgery.

Wednesday 1 August 2007

30/7 (SEM 2, 2007)

New sem, new life and NEW....??!! What else is new?! I'm confuse.... Everything is new, a new page in my life just started!!! A new journey for me... Sem 2, 2007 has just started... I went to college for 2 days. Assignment due next week.. Hehe.. very fast right?! Actually that 1 is weekly assignment. Saw him yesterday.. no feelings.. walked pass him only!

Mon I no class but I went MV and had a stupid, weird taste, not fresh sushi... only cost for RM2.. food poisoning now.. I think b'coz stomach not feeling well. =( Oh my poor little stomach! 1st time been there and also was the last time! The restaurant is --- "Oh Sushi".

Ivy, thanks for accompanying me!!! Don't worry, I will treat you ice-cream. Actually that day I got headache and not really want to go for movie. But I didn't want to stay at home or go kah yi's house. So went for movie lor. Hehe =) if not, I won't have time to watch ad... all my subjs so difficult.

Ohya.. Eh vy, that day mon I went Zara in MV and saw some new Ts very nice. Feel like buying them but too expensive la. RM 60-RM80. Next time when got sales sure go buy. Hehe =)

Wednesday 18 July 2007

Love

What is LOVE??!! Hahaha... I also don't know! Love is just like a glass. Why??? It is fragile!!! You have to take it as a plant where you need to wait the plant to grow flowers. Love is like a seed... you have to take care it, give fertilizer, water and it needs sunlight too. Like love!!! We need to care for the plant and it is the same to the love. People need love, caring... Everyone's heart is fragile!!! Please take the person's heart you like... don't try to break their heart!!!! Gurl what you said was right. We better have something we can hold it in our hand. Money, work... those are the one we can control and handle. Love, we can't predict how it will happen or when it will happen and come to us and when you are enjoying the happy moment, the love will suddenly say good bye to you. Family and friends are very important. They are our diamond. They are valuable to us.

Hahaha =) I don't know what I am writing. Just feel that love is not an object. You can't hold it tight in your hands. Although it is always beside you or you will see everyday, it can dissapear or fly far away from your life.....

Luckily only you know my blog. This is private. So my close friend knows is enough. =)

The moment i knew that, I felt sad but after that I decided to forget about it. Just let it go. It is not mine so I can' grab it and take it as mine.

Do well in my studies is more important!!! I must get better result.. better than this time. You knew my result.

Now I am still happy for my result. This is the best thing!!!

Wednesday 11 July 2007

Yeah!!!!

Wuahaha!!!! Im very happy today!!! Muahaha =D Guest why?! I passed all my subjects and got gud results. I cant believe coz I didn't expect I will get so good lar... hahaha. Before that I was so so so... worried I fail... Yesterday couldn't sleep well b'cos of the result now can ad lor!!! Muahaha =) wanna go play ad... go out eveyday... go celebrate... haha...actually this time I quite lazy compare to last sem but don't care la next sem must work hard 1000x and more to get better results. YEAH!!!! Hurray!!! Yippie!!! Hahaha me siow ad :p

Friday 22 June 2007

Will Miss Ya!!! =)

There is always a chance for me to see you. 21/6/07, at nite we had our YES party. We need to meet in coll. It was raining so I have reached early. Your exam till 7.40pm, me and jamie were waiting for someone to pick us up. You just finished exam and was ur last day. It is also the last day I see u in coll for this sem. I will not be seeing you for another 5wks. Hehehe... sad or happy??!! Who knows??!! Take care ya.. Oh my frenz u all also take care... will ask u out soon...

Yeah!!!

Finally I finished my final exams!!! On 21st June 2007, 10.10am onwards I start my sem break... is 5 weeks break. Hehehe... is a long break for me. I knew there is someone very jealous b'coz me and jamie having 5 wks break! Hahaha =) Erm... next time when have more time only write longer. May be I will write what had happened during my study wk...

Monday 4 June 2007

Killing Rain

Yesterday I went to KLCC with my family and I was the one who were driving. Driving to KL is not difficult but driving when is super heavy rain is really difficult. I hardly see what is infront of the car and what still the far one?! Is so blur and is worst than the mist covering up when u see from Genting. The speed f the wiper put to maximum also no use. I have driven like a turtle... the speed is like 40-50kmph!!! Sometimes a bit faster when my dad asked me to speed up. Is so terrible that I hardly see the juntions. From far when i saw the car like stopping at the roadside, I would slow down but actually the car was also driving like me... haha =) but is not funny. On my way to KL it was very jam b'cos of the flood!!! haha FLOOD!!! This is M'sia... Luckily there is a small place for us to U-turn but dunno why they have one there. Was so dangerous to make a U-turn there b'cos we were not suppose to do that. That is a highway and so many cars coming.. If not b'cos of the flood, I don't think my dad will ask me do that. This stupid super heavy rain has caused a lot of accident.. I think.. :p We saw 1 bomba passed by us and didn't know where it went. May be the trees fall on the roadside blocking the cars or smt.. When we passing by this place.. I don't know which road, we saw that bomba there and a police car. I pointed to bomba direction and said oh.. here you are!!! Hahaha funny leh =)

My dad said this is a good experience for me!!! Ya is true also la coz seldom have this kind of chance and my parent are with me under this situation.

Monday 28 May 2007

WANNA KILL 'YOU'!!!!!

Heard a bad news!!! The lecturer who teaches me the most difficult subject for this sem ,said she has cancelled all the revision classes she wanna give us during the study week. Why this happen?! Is b'cos the stupid gal or guy went to the office and tole them that the lecturer is not going to let the students look for her during her consultation hrs!! Did she say that??!! I can guarantee that the lecturer didn't say this before.. From the very beggining of sem she ald told us that if we have any questions or any parts we don't understand, can go look for her during her consultation hrs. She did mention that don't come before the mid term test b'cos we can't learn much and will feel panic though she will teach. If i know who did this silly thing I will kill him or her. I think the whole class will kill him or her!!! If you don't wanna go for the revision classes just don't go and keep your mouth shut!!! Others are willing to go coz we wanna pass the subject. Now we have to study ourselves is all b'cos of YOU!!!

Upset :(

I should have written this last Fri... yet I too lazy and b'cos I couldn't connect to the net so ended up writing nothing. Why upset???!!! Seeing him feel sad, me too won't feel happy. He was walking slowly with the indo guy when i was walking passed him. From his back, I knew he was sad and may be smthing is bodering him... Izit b'cos too many assginments? I don't understand why you wanna sit at the steps and some more is at the main entrance??!! U wanna get ppl's attention?? Hahaha.. I don't think this is a good idea of doin it.. This look like u have face a big problem or bankrupt or begging for smthing... Though I was sitting in the concourse doing my stuff, at the same time I was looking at u. I was very worry.. dunno why u look so sad... but anyway I can't help or do anything so I din't care much la... hehehe.. I walked pass u n go to class without looking at u. I juz pretend that I din see u... hahaha silly me *sigh*.... I knew you might ald knew that I have a crash in you or smthing.. juz dunno why when I pretend that I'm not interested in you and you come and smile at me.. pls don't do that though I hope you will.. but I won't know what reaction I have to give you coz I also feel shock at that very moment!!! Juz don't take it too serious.. I told myself.. You are going to graduate end of this year so after you graduate I will say bye bye to you my SL... Hahaha... =)

My Very First :p

Hehehe... this is the 1st post... what to write leh???!!! I connect for the last 2 days so can't blog. I tried to blog in coll's lab but feel that someone will be looking what I am blogging so end up just created the new blog without writing anything. Funny rite??!! Haha.. :p can say is lazy.. may be... Sorry ya gal i knew mine only got the shell but no meat inside. Wuahaha... now I blog ad so don't complain any more ya! Actually I got alot to write but no mood la... going to haf finals soon.. I'm so lazy and haven start my revision yet. I did start my revision but in a very slow pace.. going to study hard fr this week so won't be blogging for this few weeks until my last exam finish on 21st June 2007!!! Oooh... just hope that I can pass all my subjects... wish me all the best ya gal... nope... I should call popo.. haha.. someone is going to kill me... :p lalala...popo